Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual

Christian Behaviour: Foreword by Kit Carruthers
They think they're going to solve all of the things that make them frightened by demonstrating their subjective philosophies and then floating on themselves. It isn't going to work, the nature of the reality outside of Christianity is not Christian. The scary mugging drug addict is not going to understand what they're trying to communicate... I appear to be very floaty, maybe you should give it up.

"If you express negativity at me you have to watch me float on myself for being told not to be the type of person who expresses negativity." It pretty much destroys interaction, it interrupts the entire system of interaction. Big fat hammer comes down upon normal day to day human conversation and what's SUPPOSED to happen in these situations is entirely interrupted and confargled up into a fucked up mess of a situation. A conversational incident that could have been resolved the normal way but now we have to deal with a big emotional AAHHH what's happening everything got all fucked up, now the conversation has become about the fact that this person is doing this, he has snap reverted to a state of obvious superiority over me expressing something I don't like about him and now we're in a philosophical debate about his superiority that I cannot really touch because he has entered into another plane.

And Christians are aware of the fact that they do this, and they have found a way to like it and reinforce themselves, they take it to "Yes, whimper before it. I watch you struggle to communicate through my demented delusional snap, you cannot penetrate it. All kneel before Christian passive aggressiveness, the perfect impenetrable social force, it protects the one doing it from the horrible evil reality outside of the self of everyone watching him doing it."

It's introduced such bizarre social anomalies into our society such as moments where the clerk asks "Would you like a bag?" and the customer says "If you don't mind, sure." Dual niceness bounce, anything at all that seems like a service needs to be returned with the declaration that I am the one who is meek. It makes traffic flow stupid, people always demonstrating that they're the one who's nice to pedestrians even if the pedestrian would clearly rather wait for traffic to pass, but no this person needs to jam up the entire system of traffic flow to demonstrate his niceness whether the pedestrian wants it or not. Stop dead for the pedestrian unprovoked and then call him an asshole. I believe this implied forced niceness has even entered our traffic laws. What if this person randomly jumps into the street? You don't know you don't understand him. You're responsible you take this upon yourself you failed to demonstrate your meekness. Nobody wants that. Nobody wants any of these weird little quirks.

Apparently it is a thing in the southern states, it happens reasonably often. A pedestrian is coming up to the intersection, somebody pre-emptively stops for them waiting for their approach. Turns out they're not going that way, they're crossing the other way. The person SLAMS the horn and screams "What!? You too good for this side of the street!?" I clearly laid it all out for you, SERVE YOUR EGO ASSHOLE, I have it all laid out for you. Then you just PASSIVE AGGRESSIVELY decide, oh I'm just going to DISTRACT YOU with WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO PERCEIVE, EVEN THOUGH I'M IN THE REAL ONE. They often die of a heart attack. Often so does the pedestrian, especially if they're Christian.

The concept of "vengeful thinking" has basically turned into ego invested level two cognitive functioning gets to do whatever it wants to whoever it wants and if you ever dare return any of it you are a coward. That's not how it works within the natural rulebook of life, whether or not you're Christian. You could... Destroy eighteen years of a person's life, but yelling at them to the point they realize this entire time they've been living in the real one and not theirs, well that's vengeful thinking.

"But if we justly punish the man who hurt my family, it would now hurt ME as a Christian, it would go against what I believe and so we must forgive him and maintain a much deeper emotional struggle on the semi-conscious level." Auto forgiveness is not how forgiveness works, if the mind is in pain the automatic trigger of "forgive" does absolutely nothing for the Christian or the evil victim of the Christian thinking, on both ends it is known to be empty and meaningless. Forgiveness comes when understandings are reached and emotions are settled, a blanket "forgive" rule makes all forgiveness empty and meaningless, the mind has warped the concept of forgiveness into nothing. Some people cannot be forgiven, they did too much damage and there's no way you can ever acknowledge them on this level, ever. Pretending to force forgiveness through this feeling achieves nothing, not allowing for any punishment means nobody has any semblance of the resolve of feelings, the Christian suffers deeper, their family suffers deeper, the person who did this to them not so much... What we all know they're trying to do here, attempt to hurt them with their state of superiority, it's doing nothing for the evil victim of Christian thinking either. And after all of this, they obviously still feel incredibly angry, so they think to themselves maybe they have not truly forgiven, so then on top of all of it they lay on the self shaming.

Now their self shaming and personal anger becomes projected onto society, everybody knows you're supposed to engage in Christian forgiveness, it's the only way to operate, everybody knows you're supposed to hard repress all anger and float on yourself. Never ever resolve anything, never ever satisfy the proper human feelings of justice, just passive aggressively release your superiority and judgement and deep deep deep repressed anger and self resentment that you think is societal resentment, hope the person gets pissed off so they can watch you float on yourself. Subconsciously aware of the fact that nothing can ever be resolved, it is not permitted by the rules of our reality, all you get to do is observe the untouchable irresolvable Christian float. One day you will submit. I know you will never submit. I know I will forever float on one day you will submit. Punch my fucking face and watch me see it as a reward.

Nobody outside of Christianity gives a fuck about your state of superiority, it isn't working, you're not hurting us. Well, you are, because we have to fucking look at you, but we're not taking any of it inside like you think we are. Believe it or not it isn't the natural state of being of mankind when we see your state of superiority to submit to your ego, convert, and then gratify you for the rest of our lives.

They're trapped within the deepest of ego war at everything that isn't Christian, living or not, and it all revolves around how they have no attachment to their ego, it's their entire lives, it's everything to them, don't fucking give them anything just leave them the fuck alone keep them in their own little world. Don't give them religious argument, don't give them personal judgement, don't give them any of your opinions about anything, don't give them the day to day activities of your life, don't give them a damn thing. They want to ego eat all of it until you're swimming in irresolvable rage so they can revert to the state of floating on themselves at you until you beat the shit out of them so they can float on themselves at you.